A symphony of restless thoughts
A cacophony of raging demands
Thoughts of mind over matter
All of these ensure sleepless nights

And here i am
Thinking about thoughts disturbing
Trying to carve a niche for myself
Where no one thought disturbs me

Thinking about that face in the crowd
Which takes away the peace of my mind..
Waiting to confront the inevitable
And fulfil my destiny..

long wait..........

silently
i visit my thoughts
i stand as an outsider
and try to figure out
who am i?
whr hav i been??
wt kind of person hav i become??

once bitten twice shy
am wary of new changes in life
am tired of waiting for the unknown..
i try to listen to the faded sounds
lost in the mazes of time
waiting for silent footsteps
some beats of heart
some sounds worth
i wait with jaded thoughts
for the change in pattern of thoughts

life has been a roller coster ride
and now i wait for that shimmer of hope
for a knight in shining armour
seems like just yesterday
when i dreamt of chocolates and angels
in my own fairyland

and now my dreams are more vivid
my imagination more indulgent
my thoughts more elegant
and i keep waiting
forever and ever
day and night
morning and noon
i give back life to my own thoughts
for music coming from the core of my heart
waiting for the tempest....

lost something....

The sun in my window, it's coming up
and i welcome the winter cold
a ray of light reminds me
of a lifetime spent wid u
i'm imitating steps with my fingertips
mapping your thoughts to memories of past
of our favorite places
of our uninhibited thoughts
and cherished dreams...
the dreamland where i used to feel safe...
looking at you, spending time wid u...
there's nothing in this world i did rather do...
i dont want us to drift apart in two speparate lives
not knowing if we will get a second chance
and here i stand today..
my heart has left the dwelling place
where i can return no more...