thoughts

I feel so happy, whenever you are near,
I can't help but smile, when it's your voice I hear.
My mind goes on a spin, whenever you walk by,
Why do I keep on falling? Why are you always that guy?

What happened with us, will you ever forget?
Can't we at least be friends, and live with our regrets?
I can't handle the silence, I want it to end.
Do you ever think, we could just be friends?

How can I get over you, when you never give me the chance?
How can I forget you, when you always give me a second glance.
I'm struggling with everything, I don't know what to do,
I'm finding it rather hard to understand, why I'm falling for you.

My heart beats uncontrollably, whenever you walk by,
I can't seem to think, especially when you say Hi...
My thoughts are always about you, before i fall to sleep...
Sometimes I start to wonder, what's making me fall so deep?

mundane and the not so mundane

as i think of what to say
thoughts roam here and there
should i just speak of mundane things
a net connection wch is slow,
a journey that i took yesterday
or shall i talk abt past times
times wch were gud and
wch remind us of foolish mistakes
and the not so folish dreams
so that secure in its distance the conversation flows
i dont want the time to slip away
i dnt wanna lose the moments precious

not titled....

Watch my heart die
as you so perfectly crush it with your words
as you have so many times before.
A heart that was once so full of innocence
and which has now turned to a sheet of ice clear as crystal.
I can hear symphony around me
and yet joys of life have ceased to exist for me.
I feel nothing. No harmony or joy,
no peace nor any kinder emotions
Would you be happier if I were dead?
Would you be happier if I were to disappear?
I think these questions to myself often
and then realize I am already dead ..!

tea talk

i prefer tea to coffee
am a connoisser of tea talks
My copper kettle whistles merrily
and signals that it is time for tea
come hav an afternoon tea
i'll think of you and you think of me