complicated heart....

dont know if one dies of a heartbreak or not but the spirit of a person surely dies. a fiesty spirit can be turned into one dull boring person grieving in solitude.. and no!! before the reader of this piece gets any ideas into head, am nt talking abt personal experience particulary.. today relationships are fast losing grounds.. people often mistake love for lust and vice-versa... it is a general phenomenon.. ppl hav stopped caring for other souls. yet thr r some who perceive a lot more and thr value to their commitments is commendable. for them, heartbreak can lead to a dull cacophony. this cognitive dissonance destroys thr piece of mind and they are reduced to souls without a vibrant energy. we meet people. some we forget and some stay with us for a part of our lives... and a loss of a favourite company hurts us.. wen the days are dark and gloomy, in our blues we shut everyone out of our personal space. to fight the pain some of us dnt even allow anyone else inside the 1 cm diameter of our persona.. we provide solitary confinement of our own accord.. still dont we learn to grab every opportunity where we can find a little peace of mind?? why?? a person can get burned falling in love with someone who is only interested in the superficial pleasures and pleasantries the life has to offer.. and there are so many people out thr who are only interested in superficial things.. still we fall into the trap.. why?? i have learned to value the pleasant things n life.. pleasant things are civilised. they bring an element of grace and gentleness and peace into our lives. a desert after dinner, a soft drink on a hot afternoon, a late-nite walk on a beach, a fren u can trust with ur life, a person whose love is unshakable even if he knows that u hav been thru hell and back.. all these i guess make it worthwhile. we get hurt...still after a time we seek those things again.. we try to treasure memories and cherish moments.. we do all we can..!!

life....

sometimes u meet people and u knw instantly that they are meant to be a part and parcel of ur life.. they might b there to teach u a lesson.. to help u figure out who u want to be.. they might be thr in ur life to make things easier for u.. to unhide some lost corner of ur heart or ur persona. they affect ur life in a profound way.. sometimes things dont happen as u wud have liked thm to occur.. u get tormented... but in reflection u realise that without overcoming those obstacles u wud nvr hav realised ur true potential. it is true that life is the greatest teacher.. illness, love, lost moments of true greatness.... all these test the limit of ur soul and these stimulate ur thoughts.. these help u in understanding things better and give a whole new perspective to life... without these so called obstacles, life wud be a smooth paved, flat, dull and boring road where every outcome wud be according to our prediction. the people u meet affect ur life.. success and faliure shape up ur life and create who u r.. each unwanted event leaves a bitter taste in ur life but it is also makes u more robust and teaches u qualities like persistence and endurance.... life is important.. live ur life to the full and treasure each moment.. cherish the happy moments and learn from the not so happy ones..

a promise for future

no matter hw dark be the present
no matter hw great be the loss
no matter hw sordid be the story
thr is always a promise of life in full force...
u can feel it in the toddlers and urchins
u can breathe it in the fresh air of morning
it is there in life with a flow of light and dark...
empathizw with the dark
but look forward for a good life
make the most of the rest of ur life..........

me and solitude.........

Dawn often finds me,

grieving in solitude

for no one still lives,

with whom I dare share

the truth of my heart....

secrets and betrayals,

life is full of them

To find eternal joy,

is a pleasure rare..

why is it so hard to trust

why emotions are in a mist

wen i try to face my demons

why is it hard to find faith

i do wish i was a child again

free of any malice

and full of innocence